I was pretty happy to have a wonderful moment with my new gang sisters of MMU (which currently formed) in Dream Box 5 hours ago. We dance, sing, and get crazy in whatever manner that we will not express to others in U. I finally felt ENJOY vividly on that moment and of course I will treasure it.
MMU finally not dare to face us due to the bad news. The announcement for the recognition of our degree was delayed in an unreasonable manner that we were seriously felt deceived by the U department. We were came out with several ideas to find a way to sought our redress. Then the prob finally still turn to us. I admit that I was making a wrong decision during the enrolment but I do not think the U should circumvent all the responsibilities and ask us to bear all the bad consequences. Although we were making wrong decision (to believe in MMU) but MMU who offer this should try to remedy their own fault (in anyway MMU should have committed) by atleast give us some advise of what should we do in future or console us in an effective way. It was so sarcastic that we are studying a Law course in MMU which using unlawful avenues to invite those innocent students to study such unrecognised Law degree. This is the most stupid thing I ever did in my life .
This matter has seriously affect my study recently. As I was thiking of why putting effort for nothing in future, then it is like not worst to study so hard and smart to acheive highest grade in the course. My motivation to study has been seriously devastated by this unrecognise degree. I know this kind of thinking was bad, super negative and will never help me. I knew such thinking will harm my determination to be good and to be decisive to strike my goal in study and it wont help me in any way too.
Therefore, I wrote this blog today is to tell myself that I should change my mind to seperate the matter of unrecognise degree in future and acheiving my goal now. Before anything which I can really do to stand for my right, I should remember the only thing that I can do now is to study well not only for upgrade my study but to learn as much as possible of legal knowledge to stand for my right and defences purpose in future. I should never forget that legal knowledge will always usefull to me regardless its irrecognition.
Think wisely; dun act foolishly ^^
Tuesday, March 31, 2009
Friday, March 20, 2009
A beautiful earth contain unatural thinking of human, unsatisfaction of me...
I was downloading an interesting software that enable to see every corners of the world just at your finger tips. Then only I realize my ignorance to many place that I never know it was so beautiful. I can even found my own house at JB with the very clear view from above. I was like looking into the earth from universe.Interesting!!!
But then after I've read an email from my sis, I start to hesitate the truefulness of beauty of the earth. It was a disgusting mail that I ever read, and I found myself cant control my mind to keep thinking of those disgusting illustration in the pictures and words that appear to me few minutes ago. That particular e-mail was depicting a group of villagers, [I think most probably at China from the picture],who have a culture to eat women for celebrating Chinese New Year every year. Usually they will caught a woman (those tourist) who passing by their village alone, and offer her good accomodation to stay at one of their member home and confine her in the house for 1 year in which they will provide rich meals to feed the woman in waiting for slaughtering on the coming Chinese New Year celebration.
They usually name that woman as 'piggy', because of poverty, they were not able to buy meat for CNY celebration, then they will simply caught a woman for the festival. The whole process was depicting vividly, from how they wrap her-->free her blood from throat-->slaughter, is totally similar to the way of butcher to slaughter a pig or cow. I cant deny that they were in the poverty, they may not educated, but they were human!! Where is their human instinct and humanity? How could they act like a beast? Even lion or tiger will not eat of the same kind. I believe such culture will never gain any respect from others due to not acceptable in the community standard of behavior.Instead, the whole villagers including the depictor should be charged under various sections of crimes and deserve for the world's condemnation. 100 times of death penalty also not sufficient for each of them as I believe they were many others victims who did not narrated by people.
If it is a true story, and I believe it is. Shall we left it as we dunno there were actually happened in the world. I pity that girl who shouting were never reply, I hope that abnormality narrator will be eaten soon by the villagers as they may change their appetite to eat man one day. I should appreciate that I was living in this normal and healthy community.Although my Land Law paper was poorly done this morning, I think I should look forward instead of keep blmaing myself for the mistake done in the exam. Blaming never cure the mistake.
However, I found that I was hard to adapt the study environment after completed Legal Training. I find difficulty to receive those academic information, especially to memorize the words which Lec 'required" or "style based answer" is like torturing me. Due to our status was still concealing by those irresponsible sectors, I've felt more fetigue to continue the study. It is like putting effort for nothing.
what to do?? Only can do what I was suppose to do now.
But then after I've read an email from my sis, I start to hesitate the truefulness of beauty of the earth. It was a disgusting mail that I ever read, and I found myself cant control my mind to keep thinking of those disgusting illustration in the pictures and words that appear to me few minutes ago. That particular e-mail was depicting a group of villagers, [I think most probably at China from the picture],who have a culture to eat women for celebrating Chinese New Year every year. Usually they will caught a woman (those tourist) who passing by their village alone, and offer her good accomodation to stay at one of their member home and confine her in the house for 1 year in which they will provide rich meals to feed the woman in waiting for slaughtering on the coming Chinese New Year celebration.
They usually name that woman as 'piggy', because of poverty, they were not able to buy meat for CNY celebration, then they will simply caught a woman for the festival. The whole process was depicting vividly, from how they wrap her-->free her blood from throat-->slaughter, is totally similar to the way of butcher to slaughter a pig or cow. I cant deny that they were in the poverty, they may not educated, but they were human!! Where is their human instinct and humanity? How could they act like a beast? Even lion or tiger will not eat of the same kind. I believe such culture will never gain any respect from others due to not acceptable in the community standard of behavior.Instead, the whole villagers including the depictor should be charged under various sections of crimes and deserve for the world's condemnation. 100 times of death penalty also not sufficient for each of them as I believe they were many others victims who did not narrated by people.
If it is a true story, and I believe it is. Shall we left it as we dunno there were actually happened in the world. I pity that girl who shouting were never reply, I hope that abnormality narrator will be eaten soon by the villagers as they may change their appetite to eat man one day. I should appreciate that I was living in this normal and healthy community.Although my Land Law paper was poorly done this morning, I think I should look forward instead of keep blmaing myself for the mistake done in the exam. Blaming never cure the mistake.
However, I found that I was hard to adapt the study environment after completed Legal Training. I find difficulty to receive those academic information, especially to memorize the words which Lec 'required" or "style based answer" is like torturing me. Due to our status was still concealing by those irresponsible sectors, I've felt more fetigue to continue the study. It is like putting effort for nothing.
what to do?? Only can do what I was suppose to do now.
Saturday, March 14, 2009
Strange~~
Mid term exam is around the corner, I was just finish part of my study. As usual, I will memorize those materials by writing them down in few pieces of paper. Strange thing happened when after I was came back from Bear room, I found the second part of my writing paper disappear without reason.
Maybe..my situation is hard to believed by any one who know me as I always being a blur queen in the eyes of many of them. However, this time is pretty obvious that I did not move my paper away from the table from afternoon til night, whenever I've finished part of my writing, I will just put them aside on the table instead of moving them to another place. I was trying to convince myself that I was genuinely putting them in some where, but I could not after have been repeatedly recall my memory of few minutes ago. It is true that I didnt put them in any where, but infact they DISAPPEAR!!! Strange!!!
This is quite scaring me...and I'm now not really dare to turn in. But I'm just damn sleepy and wish to sleep early and continue my battle with case tml. What should I do now?????
Maybe..my situation is hard to believed by any one who know me as I always being a blur queen in the eyes of many of them. However, this time is pretty obvious that I did not move my paper away from the table from afternoon til night, whenever I've finished part of my writing, I will just put them aside on the table instead of moving them to another place. I was trying to convince myself that I was genuinely putting them in some where, but I could not after have been repeatedly recall my memory of few minutes ago. It is true that I didnt put them in any where, but infact they DISAPPEAR!!! Strange!!!
This is quite scaring me...and I'm now not really dare to turn in. But I'm just damn sleepy and wish to sleep early and continue my battle with case tml. What should I do now?????
Tuesday, March 3, 2009
Am I wasting my time for impossible things???
I know my caption is negative, but this reflect my current true feeling....
I'm going to participate in the up coming moot competition on friday. Obviuosly, we are in the disadvantage position, at least I hv 4 disadvantages in this competition. Firstly, I have a weak partner, weak position as respondent, weak bundle which has been poorly done, and of coz a strong opponent. So..what can I expect for the match?Best oralist?or to win the match?? Which are those impossible things that I only have chance to dream of. I hope I can stop asking myself why God always put me in the most difficult circumstances that totaly different from others who seems like smooth in doing or achieving what they wish.
I do really hope that I can change my own view and to enjoy the match and took it as an experience in future. I admitted that I may not perform perfectly in my oral submission and shouldnt have too choossy to my partner. But...every signal shows that we are hopeless...although we feel like no interested in winning the match..but I do wish to try my best to have a good try to achieve everything which is available in the match since we already participated in it. I hate my negative thinking..I hope we can do as well as we could in the battle. God bless!
I'm going to participate in the up coming moot competition on friday. Obviuosly, we are in the disadvantage position, at least I hv 4 disadvantages in this competition. Firstly, I have a weak partner, weak position as respondent, weak bundle which has been poorly done, and of coz a strong opponent. So..what can I expect for the match?Best oralist?or to win the match?? Which are those impossible things that I only have chance to dream of. I hope I can stop asking myself why God always put me in the most difficult circumstances that totaly different from others who seems like smooth in doing or achieving what they wish.
I do really hope that I can change my own view and to enjoy the match and took it as an experience in future. I admitted that I may not perform perfectly in my oral submission and shouldnt have too choossy to my partner. But...every signal shows that we are hopeless...although we feel like no interested in winning the match..but I do wish to try my best to have a good try to achieve everything which is available in the match since we already participated in it. I hate my negative thinking..I hope we can do as well as we could in the battle. God bless!
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