Who will be my wedding man??

Ppl might wonder my question as i ady found a potential one. Nevertheless... I'm still wondering is he the suitable one?? Is any differences about the ideal one and a potential one?? i think that is quite numbers of differences.

I received a wedding invitation from one of my coursemate (SY) promptly few days before. This good news is shocking me but in order to show face and send a sincere congrate, so i decided to attend her wedding dinner on next friday. Never think that my first wedding ceremony to be attended is going to contribute to SY among from my frns. I dunno whether she was actually plan to invite me coz she did not sms to inform, I knew this from William, a coursemate, then i was thinking that although she did not personally invite me, since I knew about this, so just mannerly sent her msg to congrate as she was my quite familiar coursemate. She then invite me to her wedding ceremony is not considered as too tick faces rights??coz is not me to force her to invite me mar.. coz i tot she was possibly dunno that i ady change my hp numbers. Haha.. I oso dunno why i need to explain so much about the whole situation or invitation procedure, coz I think I always think that evryone treat me as transparent, even whoelse' big day will not think of me, haiz...to low-self-esteem... I should built up my confident asap.. Think too much is my weakness!

Well... actually, except SY, I have quite a lot of same ages ex-schmates have got their married in the early day of secondary sch graduation, few were before graduation. SY shock me is because she was actually going to start a relationship with one of my coursemate before and yet it was failed. We just cant belive that she will get marry so soon after that so called "going to start" relationship. Everyone was guesting who is her husband? Why so suddenly? Is LOVE so hard to predict? I think so. Everyone will ask me that am i going to get marry soon after U graduation? Of course, in the eye of those ppl who know me will think that it is not surprise if they heard of or receive my wedding invitation soon after graduation, but for me, it may not be happened or at least not as soon as what they were expected.

Dunno.. I treat Marry as important as my life. I wont simply or even ppl may think tht guy was secure for me to marry to, I will still hesitating a lot. Frankly say, I believe, ur life partner is those who has fate with you and occur in the right time and place. I'm not quite believe that a boy friend who in a relationship with you for 5 or 6 years will definitely is your future husband. Because the possibility for LOVE to change is 20% while the possibility that fate will fade away is 50%, future planning 30%. Who will going to be your future husband is very hard to predict.

Again, I think i have mentioned quite many times before, Bear is not my targeted partner. However, I think I will hardly find another one who able to stay with me in such a compromise situation like him in the rest of my life time. In other words, he may not my targeted boy friend but he is so far the one who i found can stay together with me peacefully and harmoniously.

My targeted husband should be those who willing to give a try for his ambitious, smart, brave, know to strive for better live in future by using his knowledge wisely, those who like to proof whatever he can acheive and etc.. Those guys who prepared these quality will naturally attracting me despite their good or bad looking. Hmm... Bear is not quite of this type of category, instead, I will show more courages than him to achieve certain thing i want in future. So far...I found 2 who belong the category, CLF and CVY. Ha..both start with C will have much courages to strive their future?? Ya.. both this two are those guys .. I believe .. will able to sustain their partner and chidren life in future without more consideration.

CLF, a lawyer who owned a firm in his early 30th. Without much saying, as far as i know him, he is definitely has those qualities I mentioned. However, I also knew that he will be a kind of guy who willing to put 80% care in his career while 20% care to wife and children. I juse met him yesterday, sis said i got fate with him coz wcan meet him over there! hmm.. I gv this statement a reserve as i do not think i always meet him everywhere... but the moment he appear in front of me was quite charming and attract my attention to him. And... couldnt explain why i felt bit of excited....

CVY, ex-bf. A perfect wanted man! He seems to me that he will achieve eveything he want to. He told me he love to watch Japan drama at my Form 5, after broke up, I heard from him that he was learning Japanese Language, soon after that he told me that he decided to study at Japan for 2 years by applying a Japan U Scholarship and yet he got that! If not mistaken, he will finish his Japan journey cum study on next year. He is another man I met who will acheive and do everything he promise to do. To me, he is always looking awesome in whatever he did....

Now, I got Bear close beside me, nevertheless, I reserve the 2 above in my contact list...hehe.. I think .. I cant predict what will happen in future, I believe... Mr FATE will lead me ..I wish my frn SY has found her husband with good fate, I know many ppl may not looking good towards her future married life, I believe, what will happen in your future life is depend on how you going to sustain it.. add oil SY and enjoy ur life with your partner happily!! :D