Monday, May 30, 2011

沉淀于心中他熟悉的背影。。。

有位不相熟的学妹最近联系上了我。她说她很有兴趣想要到老杨那儿实习,还问了我许多“程度”上如何被录取的问题。我的回应是充鼓励的,因为我觉得老杨那儿无法让我发挥,并不等于学妹也跟我一样。或许她比我好一百倍吧!只怕我很可能以经拆了学校的招牌,学妹也可能因为我而进不去了。。真是该死的又想太多了。 反而, 我该回羡慕学妹吧!能呆在那儿,又能有所发挥,是最好不过的事了!希望她能做到我没办法做到的事吧!

我的名字终于被登记在律师公会的名册上了,这也表示真正的风险也即将来临。 今天就让我体会到了风险的滋味。我的书记竟然出了非常显着的差错,要不是顾客好意提醒,后果可不小。我这才深深体验到踩着钢线过日子恐惧,所以万万不能再大意了!我真不想一开始就玩完,那我的人生可说是场闹剧了!

回家路上,经过了以往熟悉的路,果然遇见了熟悉的他和老二。从他们迎面而来的方向,大概可知道他们刚到太平咖啡厅享用了杯咖啡和烤面包,看他们穿得如此白净的长袖衬衫,大概是边喝边讨论下午的诉讼审讯吧!看着他们匆忙的朝我这儿方向来,心里突然感到特别欣喜,本想要打声招呼,但当他们越走越近,看得越来越清晰时,我不晓得为什么自然而然的就把头别过去了。那种感觉,似乎从心底有感而发的。。突然来的勇气。。消失了。别过了头的我,踩着油门,只好懦弱的看着他在我的望后镜里小小的背影,往前公司走去,看着他还是像以往一样硬朗的身子,走的还是特别的快,心中就充满了喜悦,真希望他会越来越好:) 因为他永远是我的恩师,非常欣赏又尊敬的恩师

Sunday, May 22, 2011

In the journey~~

Lately, I've found that all previous post of mine are dealing with job and career. Then, I start to realize as if my life is only concerning to job and career but none of friends and familoes' life, if there is, are those unhappy memory.Am I living an unhappy life always? Quite doubtful.

I was attending my first signing at Horizon Hills with 2 groups of clients, mom and Grce. Haha... I did not purposely to bring them over there to witness my performance of how I was attnding my clients. It's just to save time for shopping. I was just wondering why is it so tedious for me to first doing something which is new to me. The first client, who is an Indian was really gave me some hard-time to complete the signing process. He was asking me the loan agreement a clauce by a clause as if I'm the author of that Agreement.

In fact, he has made me wait and waste an hour in the morining, yet, he still asking so much of unneccessary questions and bragging his wealthiness by property investment. He also contented to sue people and insist on wanted me to name a few of those famous litigator who is expert in land dispute. I've no choice but to give him YYP's contact and name card. Later on, I just realize that I shouldn't because YYP might mind it. With due respect to him, I was later on acknowledge this person to him by sms. He wasn't reply me for a few hours until evening, he replied with a "thank you" and further on with another question to me: How's your new job?" Apparently, he is still concern on his pupil that making me a little comfort.

Then, I carefully reply (still, he is my ex-boss and I have duty to my new boss) my current working progress in conveyancing to him, adding on my opportunity to attend client for loan agreement that morning, and followed by another request for asking him to inform me the decision of TP which is going to come out end of May. He then replied: "Sure, have a good weekend". Do I miss him? To a certain extent, I admit, I do. And I believed, so did he. Otherwise, he would not want to know more about of the current me.

I was ended up using more than 1 hour to entertain that indian fellor. Finally, my second groups sounded on me. I admitted that I was bad in handling that situation, and I do hope they don't complaint me. After my clint's unpleasure signal, I was then faster entertain them, for sure, with their complaint to the inconsiderable first client. By that time, it was almost 2 pm, and I was hungry. I really pity to my mom and sis who have been waiting for me from morning to afternoon, at last, due to can't stand for the hunger for lunch, they've already have their lunch in the the golf club.

After all have done, we move on our shopping day. Then, to Josvin's house to visit my 2 little angels. Joanne's piano has improved tremendously, she now playing steadily without extra guidance or the background music. She start playing some funny games in her school, being a husband or wife, building up a family with her friends which is cute and adorable. MJ was as naughty and mischevious as before. Running here and there, stick with his mommy like a mommy boy... I can see that Josvin herself has grown and know to pay more respect to Mom after last unhappy incident. I hope she can really grow up, be a good mommy to her children and a filial daughter to Mom.

Sunday, I sent Grace to CS and I've tried to use my daily season parking card to have my car parked as usual. Consequently, my card was permitted even during the weekend. It was great as I can always comeover CS parking by using the card without paying such expensive parking fees. Grace got her Bonus after visted the Taro fortune teller and had bought a bracelet from them. It sounds efficacious which enticing me to have a try. Shouldn't I believe in fortune teller??? Grace bought me a set of cosmetic and in exchange of a luch from me. Ha, worth still!

This is my happy weekend with family. Nevertheless, I'm more looking forwards to a smooth traffic tomorrow to start my fruitful working days.

Friday, May 13, 2011

My initial week ...

I was late in the very first day of work. The traffic jam in JB is getting serious nowadays. Almost every 2 days a week will encounter road accident which triggered heavy jam. I ended up 30 minutes late in office.

As what I've always looked for, Mr Teh is now delegating files consisting conveyancing and litigation to me. For conveyancing, I'm so far handling those problem files which are difficult in the sense that they are considered alien to me. It was difficult yet challenging, as I should know nothing is easy unless I'm willing to put enough effort to overcome every obstacle I've faced. Given that my status has been changed to an LA who bearing responsibility not only as a professional but a staff who expected to reduce boss' burden and to assist firm to develop its business. Therefore, despite of my inexperience in the area of conveyancing, I shouldn't expect to be spoon feeded by others. I should now pick up this area soonest as possible then only can monitor those files efficiently.

Apart from the conveyancing, I was also entrusted with litigation files. The latest files required me to draft statement of claim and summary judgment which are the basic in litigation practice. Others files include drafting Notice and letters to various parties. Well, these are the job areas that I was previously looking for, which are not available in YTHT. I'm glad and rejuvenated by current working condition and working opportunities given. Yet, due to practical experiences throughout the chambering period that I've not sufficiently gain, I did worry for my incapability to handle those liti files which are supposed not a problem to me. I did bother my unfamiliarity to certain basic that let Mr Teh down and that will affect his impression on me. I hope I won't let this thing happened to me.

All in all, I'm just hoping that I'm able to survive and subsisting in right track to strive my goal in future.

Monday, May 9, 2011

S C Teh & Azura--- A brand new beginning of my Legal Career

This is the first day in Messrs S C Teh & Azura. Although I'd have working as an attachee in the same firm about 2 years ago. Yet, the feeling now is very much different than the previous one. It's not simply the change of my status from a pupil to a full fresh lawyer, it's also because of the change of co-workers, environment and field of works.

My first day was started off by a very unlucky morning which I was trapped by a heavy traffic jam. I was so terrible that reach office 30 minutes late. The boss was sitting front of the entrance, and he still threw me an embarrass smile despite of my late entry. Then, he starts explain those files which were putting on my table. When explaning bankruptcy files, I was stupidly, unconciuosly divulge to him that "I did once before". Then he was like quite shocking by knowing the fact of "doing once" only in my chambering period. Ya... This situation was foreseeable throughout my pupillage when I was trapped in an ivory tower of doing only NOP. What to do, not familiar means not familiar, it's better to be honest to boss now than to pretend you know sth which you dunno in future. Before he left for KL, he asked me to join a developer meeting with him tml noon. Well, I shouldn't let this opportunity go so easily this time, I must show to boss that I'm able to do things, to handle sth confidently and able to mingle with client.

All staff were same as before but I dunno why, their attitude seems like changing quite a lot to me. They become more serious when talking with me, no talking nonsense with me anymore. Or my face has been too serious to them? Especially Margaret, her face is damn serious. Not like before anymore. She was less patient to me. This is time to observe and to treat each of them appropriately. Ms Pai treat me lunch today. Although we chat to each other but I can see that we have less common topic. Hope that time can get us closer to each other.

Tuesday, May 3, 2011

Mixed feeling....

Going back to YTHT to clear up my stuff today. To my surprise, Yeo bought me a court luggage worth RM 580. Haiz.. such a heavy gift did make me guilty of not retaining. When I passed him the disc, he was asking me whether kak su has given me something? Then I asked which thing? He said, don't know, later she will pass it to you. Just felt funny why he cant passed it to me? But I was very happy to see he's using the pen that I gave him, he clipped it in his shirt's pocket :) Then we have a delightful lunch together with TEE. Still, although we do not have much topic to share with, but, the feeling of having lunch with him is rather relax than before. He asked me about where to have my holidays, and start introducing me some delicious restaurant in Melaka... His concern to me was rather make me guilty. Why treat me so nice? Haiz... I must not disappointing him anymore, not only him but to my family and friend.