Being a lawyer in 3 months time

I hadn't check in to write a little about me after i was changed a new firm. I have my 3rd months of legal practice since called to the bar in April. I have done and experienced quite something along the 3 months practice. I'd experienced the excruciating treatment by the banker; I've experienced the helplessness of being a conveyancing lawyer whose professionality is always being insulted; I'd been missing my ex-colleagues and bosses that make me paying 2 trips to my ex-firm to cure my nostalgically.

I hereby express my true feeling of being the 3 months lawyer. I did quite obviously feel that I was being nurtured by the realistic and higher responsibility that making me able think and act like a lawyer naturally. I wouldnt concern so much on how people will look at me as a crab. On other hand, I'll start motivating myself to do and prepare myself, spiritually and physically like a lawyer. Speak like a lawyer and act like a lawyer.I found that why I always cannot express my words during my pupillage is because of lacking confidence, which had been struck too many times by my over concerns on people's advice.

Personal attitude is very important for me now instead of the financial outstanding.How to become a better one is not always by comparing but personal education and attitudes which shall determine what kind of lawyer of me.

YYP contacted me recently and I was quite surprise that he was able to remember my birthday and he shared his glory with me. Yes, we won the TP case in which I'd prepared 12 volumes of NOP for him. The victory seems to make everything worth it, and I believe he must be very happy.

Bear has some concerns on my happiness of sharing YYP's glory. He discovered my over happiness that have outdo my happiness to him. I was denying his analysis which deem radiculous to me, but after thinking deeper a bit, I think I was over react the happiness of glory, and I found that I enjoy glory more than the time spend with him, in certain extent, I can't deny that what Bear was thinking is quite true to me.

Glory, Family and Friendship. To strike a balance among all this is not easy.