Christmas Eve 2007

I'm not a christian, yet, I LOVE to be one of them during christmas to feel tht kind of xmas ambience.

Christmas always make ppl feeling peace , warm and romantic..which is really enjoyful.

This Xmas...we plan to have a piece of cheese cake n watching the warm Xmas movie in front of PC. Although it is simple and not creative at all.. but..who care? the most important is that u r really enjoy the embience and the time u spend with ur love one during tht peace, warm and romantic moment....

Merry Christmas and Happy New Year!!!

Happy but unsecure...

It left alomost 2 weeks for final exam..left 3 chapters not been summarized but dunno why really felt boring bout tht n i know my brain couldnt take it anymore, thts y i choose to lepak here.

Basically..i was got shocked by my BFL mid-term result today. As i was thinking i hv done wrong for the second question tht might render me as one of the failure among the coursemates but it doesnt happened. Indeed, I'm surprisingly become one of those who is the highest. Instead of surprise and curiosity, I'm not in the mood of happy when saw the number in the list.

I keep asking WHY after that.. If i told this to others,then they shall assume me as one of those who hypocrite. However, it is wat i felt today n thts a feeling of insecure that similar to the feeling tht i hv stole sth which not belong to me. I was in the dilemma that making me scare tht whether my lec had wrongly mark my paper, and i afraid of teh feeling of disappointed.

However, according to the accuratecy and competency of my lec tht can be seen during the usual classes, it was highly unlikely that she will hv the possibility to make such a mistake..My housemate ask me to let it be since it has no harm but benefit me...but.. i think..i should not talk much of this since i choose to accept it if not .. i myself will oso think that i'm a hyocrite person..
I decided to let the mark be but remeber the mistake that i did in the paper n keep it up for the next paper..Hope tht i will hv the real competency to handle it..

Hope to in the mood of X'mas~~

X'mas is around the corner.. listening to the X'mas songs to feel a kind of ambience tht make me in the mood of X'mas. However, it is always hard for me to hv a mood to celebrate X'mas..coz..every X'mas is reflect the coming final exam tht make me suffered than enjoy the X'mas..nth different and surprise for me in X'mas.. he only thing tht inspire my delighted mood will be the X'mas songs...

I've just finished my last paper for mid-term today which is the succssion paper..it spend the equal energy as i always spend in my midterm to sit for this midterm paper. Agian..I seems to have choose a wrong subject this sem..Even it seems like not easy to help to score, however, it is no doubt that i've learned a lot in this subject. Well...the subsequent day will have a lot of things to do eg assignment, theatre preparation, mooting discussion, final exam ...wow...i even dun dare to think about it, in fact , i shall face the true and that is no way for me to escape.LEARNING AND LEARNING TO DEVIDE MY TIME WISELY..but it DOESNT work for me after a Full planning...

After sitting for the last paper today..i'm start thinking like the holidays begin. Infact..it is never happen now. Although thr were a lot of thing to do..but just feel like wanna relax for a whole day. As a consequence, time for researching = time to watch drama n games, time for assignment = time to sleep, time to study = time to hang around the Melaka city...Nothing that i planned has been done. However, it is within my espectation. I need my brain to have a good rest today, andgive vent of my stress and pressure that i had kept from the 1st mid-term paper.Just hope that i can absorb those new things effectively after having a rest.

MERRY CHRISTMAS N HAPPY NEW YEAR~~