It left alomost 2 weeks for final exam..left 3 chapters not been summarized but dunno why really felt boring bout tht n i know my brain couldnt take it anymore, thts y i choose to lepak here.
Basically..i was got shocked by my BFL mid-term result today. As i was thinking i hv done wrong for the second question tht might render me as one of the failure among the coursemates but it doesnt happened. Indeed, I'm surprisingly become one of those who is the highest. Instead of surprise and curiosity, I'm not in the mood of happy when saw the number in the list.
I keep asking WHY after that.. If i told this to others,then they shall assume me as one of those who hypocrite. However, it is wat i felt today n thts a feeling of insecure that similar to the feeling tht i hv stole sth which not belong to me. I was in the dilemma that making me scare tht whether my lec had wrongly mark my paper, and i afraid of teh feeling of disappointed.
However, according to the accuratecy and competency of my lec tht can be seen during the usual classes, it was highly unlikely that she will hv the possibility to make such a mistake..My housemate ask me to let it be since it has no harm but benefit me...but.. i think..i should not talk much of this since i choose to accept it if not .. i myself will oso think that i'm a hyocrite person..
I decided to let the mark be but remeber the mistake that i did in the paper n keep it up for the next paper..Hope tht i will hv the real competency to handle it..
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