Mind refrshing..

this is nearly 1 am but i'm still not willing to turn in but typing my mind here.
whenever i've finished study, i would just hv a habit that to kill some time to do other things before sleep, and consequently i alwiz got no enuf sleep tml.

i was just review bk what i've wrote in the pass 40 over blog, and found that actually i'm more happy in last sem than this sem very very much. i spent quite a lot of time to share with my frns last sem, however, it doesnt happen now. i will instead to lie to escape from gathering, coz i suddenly think that such meeting was merely perfunctory rather than sincerely. it become the event that i will think is time wasting. perhaps, i hv no interpersonal skill at all.

when i was met with myint zant doing the advicee assessment, his expression of my MUET result is again downgrade my english ability.then he try to ask certain word to test my vocab ability, and yes, i've disappointing him . who can save my language? it left only a month to the exam, but i did not prepared anything. is no prepare will better than prepare? somebody told me this, for me, he will definitely the one who bluffing. it doesnt mean that i'm not agree v him totally, but the one who is not prepare but still able to strike a good grade were those english background banana but ME, a Mandarin!!

should i believe in destiny now?? may be... who know???LOST DIRECTION MOOD....