New week ahead with or without new hope?

Saturday night, another week is coming. Sis are going bk S'pore as usual on tml noon. The latest change i did was my hair style. I've cut off my long damaged hair yesterday and is now look alike my niece and the primary school of me. Then is my english improved? It was the most serious question to me. I felt extra lazy recently and I neither go through reading , searching for any vocabulary nor revising legal principles.What am I doing? My perseverance ceased and where is my dream? Not to mention whether I'll become a successful lawyer, the thorny matter I should worry is my result which gonna be released next week and which is going to determine my graduation status.

It seems to me that the happy lazy holidays gonna come to an end. At this moment, I'll naturaly ask myself tht did i fully utilize my free days?Frankly speaking, I do not think so. I was normally suffering the cabin fever at home and facing the children a day after a day. I sincerely admit that I didnt complete much thing to improve or upgrade myself and I foresee the hardship I would probably face later. I'm so honest to admit my shortcoming is not because of I'm proud of tht for sure but I do really hope that I could have get sth done soonest as possible so that I will not embarrass myself during my pupilage.

Lots of dispute emerged for the new house that we bought lately.Those trouble are deem to be within our expectation. The only thing that seems to be more troublesome is that we hv an unwelcome spoke person in our family who is neither the owner nor the invester of the new home. After a small family discussion, we found that her attitude towards the said dispute is weird and unresonable. Sad to said that a family shouldnt involve much of the monetary dispute, but this spoke person has made us to suspect her in term of her attitude and comment towards the interveners.

When i think deeply, I begin to felt sad of my thought to her. I start suspecting her intention of promoting peace while plan to procure advantage from it. She support us to sell off the old house and gv the amount of share the interveners, she further contended that she willing to gv up her part of share for the sake of peace and family reconciliation. What a fucking good plan and stupid move for her? I'm quite astonish to her suggestion when first heard from her. Initially she subotage us to buy a new hm n gv up the old one is for her purpose to get her part of share n further study at UK. It is so evidently unreasonable for her to gv up the same. That is obviously sth might had happened and was within her super plan.After much thinking, I suspect that she might get her share from the interveners which may be more than what we are expected previously. If it is true, she is really a horrible family memeber.

This matter has clearly spliting our relationship which might be worst than before. The frist day we decide to buy tht property should hv foreseen the similar matter gonna be happened. Why ppl like to take risk to do what has been expected worst? I got a knack of expecting something very precisely and clearly, in many time I'll normaly know the fruit of tht matter but in most time i couldnt prevent it due to wrongfully believe that there is still a silver lining which is naive. I should remember it clearly. NEVER BE SO NAIVE, TO HER, TO CERTAIN FRNS AND EVEN MY OWN PARTNER EVER!!!

Life after parting from as a student

This is the second week of my so called "holidays" and I was awaiting to a new life as a legal practitioner. The Challenging is waiting in front of me yet I'm still blowing time narcissistically. I have tons of planning before holidays and now none of it is successfully done. It cannot deny that I've strive to improve my poor lousy english and hope to upgrade to a satisfied standard to which could be considered as professional or at least do not embarrass to myself or my boss. A good language performed will definitely gain certain respect from ppl, this is an undeniable true that can soon be seen in my future career and interaction among the colleague and fellow law-mates.

Sometimes, I'll feel discomfort whenever I get along with those who like to show their little intellect or outstanding achievement which to me is not worth to mention but deem to be crucial to them. I will then taking prejudice to their pride manner and will categories them a group of chauvinistism and perfunctory kind of ppl to whom I will normally turn my back on them. Nevertheless, when I think deep into it, I discovered that the social interaction cannot get rid from such perfuntory manner which is a platform to prove one ability. Then I start wake up from my veil of ignorance that I should change my view on them and begin to get myself ready for the future battle which might be far more tedious than a mere examination that I use to takle in a campus.

After has been woke up, I start to discover my weakness and hope to recover it within this short period. My English is the main problem for the time being and I really wish to prove and show my boss a new me during my pupilage of cause I will hope everything will going on smoothly without huge impediments and then I could successfully be called to the Bar. This is not a quite long process but I believe it is tedious and hectic. Be that as it may, what can I do is to prepare myself wisely not only interm of the knowledge but the mental capacity for pressure. I need to learn to use less materials and time to acheive more effecient works. I should also endevour to expand my social interaction not only to hose who I'm able to click with but should also trying to know,to learn from and to understand those who take prejudice from me.

I should also live a pink of healthy working life, hence, I've joined 2 sport activities recently, I think I will choose either tennis, gym, swimming or badminton in which these activities will hv the effect of releasing stress as well as burning my calories. Still, humans are trend to live a better life, there are many things that I need to explore myself after the working life started next month. Learn to be patience, learn to be polite even though being scolded, learn to hv a good memory, and act as a professional, etc..... This is what I've choosen and thus I must bear the duty to do it better, so that I will not felt guilty to my efforts paying on it, and no regret to choose to live such a life as one professional.

A brand new beginning ahead

15.05.2010, I've ended my last paper at ACR 1001 MMU and put a full stop of my student life at 12 p.m.Yes...I'm currently a potential graduated Law student and a Law's freshy later on. A new beginning to my career which has been confirmed on 6th May with Mr Yeo Yang Poh, a prominent senior lawyer aka former Bar Council President who practising civil litigation at Asian Life Building, JB, the one who ask me to udgrade my english by attending an intensive english course after exam. His requirement has signal me his higher expectation from me during the chambering period as his pupil. Scary? not really, just lacking of confident which is my major problem. Basically, I already prepared for the worst in certain extent, for instances, my absent-minded, my insensitive or lack of observation... and my bad english might haunt him and every lawyer one day. Be that as it may, what should I do for now is to find out my inabilities and make myself become a capable pulpil in chamber who bearing the name of MMU.

A new beginning with all hopes ahead, wish me all the best and be stun to materialise everything from incapable to capable.