Saturday night, another week is coming. Sis are going bk S'pore as usual on tml noon. The latest change i did was my hair style. I've cut off my long damaged hair yesterday and is now look alike my niece and the primary school of me. Then is my english improved? It was the most serious question to me. I felt extra lazy recently and I neither go through reading , searching for any vocabulary nor revising legal principles.What am I doing? My perseverance ceased and where is my dream? Not to mention whether I'll become a successful lawyer, the thorny matter I should worry is my result which gonna be released next week and which is going to determine my graduation status.
It seems to me that the happy lazy holidays gonna come to an end. At this moment, I'll naturaly ask myself tht did i fully utilize my free days?Frankly speaking, I do not think so. I was normally suffering the cabin fever at home and facing the children a day after a day. I sincerely admit that I didnt complete much thing to improve or upgrade myself and I foresee the hardship I would probably face later. I'm so honest to admit my shortcoming is not because of I'm proud of tht for sure but I do really hope that I could have get sth done soonest as possible so that I will not embarrass myself during my pupilage.
Lots of dispute emerged for the new house that we bought lately.Those trouble are deem to be within our expectation. The only thing that seems to be more troublesome is that we hv an unwelcome spoke person in our family who is neither the owner nor the invester of the new home. After a small family discussion, we found that her attitude towards the said dispute is weird and unresonable. Sad to said that a family shouldnt involve much of the monetary dispute, but this spoke person has made us to suspect her in term of her attitude and comment towards the interveners.
When i think deeply, I begin to felt sad of my thought to her. I start suspecting her intention of promoting peace while plan to procure advantage from it. She support us to sell off the old house and gv the amount of share the interveners, she further contended that she willing to gv up her part of share for the sake of peace and family reconciliation. What a fucking good plan and stupid move for her? I'm quite astonish to her suggestion when first heard from her. Initially she subotage us to buy a new hm n gv up the old one is for her purpose to get her part of share n further study at UK. It is so evidently unreasonable for her to gv up the same. That is obviously sth might had happened and was within her super plan.After much thinking, I suspect that she might get her share from the interveners which may be more than what we are expected previously. If it is true, she is really a horrible family memeber.
This matter has clearly spliting our relationship which might be worst than before. The frist day we decide to buy tht property should hv foreseen the similar matter gonna be happened. Why ppl like to take risk to do what has been expected worst? I got a knack of expecting something very precisely and clearly, in many time I'll normaly know the fruit of tht matter but in most time i couldnt prevent it due to wrongfully believe that there is still a silver lining which is naive. I should remember it clearly. NEVER BE SO NAIVE, TO HER, TO CERTAIN FRNS AND EVEN MY OWN PARTNER EVER!!!
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