Tuesday, March 8, 2011

Who will she be underneath her cover?

She is a girl who I knew since Uni first year. A quiet, shy, easy going girl when I first meet her in the class room. The first impression I get from her is that she is a kind of very easy going, pleasant and soft. But, time did manage to change a person to a self-fish, impersonal, don't know gratitute, like to take other's advantage and greedy. She is too easy to leak her tail out by several simple questions. I asked her whether you'll miss your colleagues since you did not see them for a few days? She answered: why should I miss them? (with a very tight frwning expression) which revealed that this thing is highly redundant to her, and he might not like her coullegues at all. From here, you can see many things. I felt that in her world, she doesn't need companion or what we call "friendship" or "relationship", she only know her and she , herself is the best companion to her. The smiling face and the pretending easy going is merely a bait to win certain relationship that able to help her in achieving certain things. I did astonished by my own sensibility to this person, but this is all analysed by facts throughout the period. one must ask: so what? It is Terrifying.

3 more days to go in the legal aid centre... when nth to do... still feeling discourage... am I suffered any disease or what?? Hope that everything will be very smooth after moving to a new environment by this weekend :)

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