XX : Can u explain what the lec talking about just now?
( I'm writing a shor note to interpret the words of lec, then lend to XX to refer)
XX: Huh.. (frowned to me and say) i cant understand..
Wow... her expression was just hurting me and my confidence was triple fall on tht time. This feeling raising some contradiction in my mind.. In fact, i wouldnt be hurt for such matter due to my english was undoubtly worst. I felt hurt means i'm trying to escape or still cannot accept something which is true. Ya... i found that i'm still escape from believing my weakness in Eng..I did nth to improve myself instead of eat, drink, playing, and wasting money. My poor english is about down to the average.. i'm not striving for what i want..I'm just an idiot who consuming day time without any practical planning.In fact.. I know all of my stupidity but just not willing to correct it. what's wrong v me??????? I just felt tht i'm getting sensitive and agressive when facing my weakness instead of challenge it with all my strength, stamina and determination. .
People were worry about the course programme issues while i had double to worry if compare with them. I need to worry to pass the Muet exam for me to graduate first then only worry the CLP exam and its approval. Since i cant pass the fundamental thing as a law student then how can i be so confident that i'll get such an approval to take CLP exam? I'm really look like a looser now.. it is the result from learning too much of inspiration words that had turn myself down otherwise. so.. i must remember tht i'm now at the status of down to the average..then only will work triple hard to get wat i want in study.. find bk ur true personality in study..dun escape..ok?
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