I was thinking of what is my personal value when i was bury myself in notes. No doubt, i always trying to be outstanding. So far, the personal value for me is of cause not only my appearance but also the internal beauty. For me, the accomplishment about my appearance from others did not merit my personal value. Because, they normally apply a single word of "beautiful" as their accomplishment to u AND OTHERS. In other words, u were just at the same status with others most of the time. To become outstanding and the only way to distinguish u from others is to increase your personal value by upgrade your inner beauty such as intelligent, skills and own personality.. Ya.. I'm now striving for these value. Thus, i'll try my best to be the best...but ..it doesnt seems as easy as what i'm supposing to be.

Keep on stuying did not escalate my inner value at all. I was just being manipulated by those words and papers instead of absorb them to merit myself. Then i was thinking of one person and he is full of the spirit to chase and upgrade his own value by practical action. Through his blog, u will easily found his persevere to do anything that he hope to achieve, and infact he did achieved
them. Frankly, i would said that not many persons enable to be as decisive as him towards every challenges at hand. Thus, he was just a role model that worth to learn with. I hope i could get his personality as my life momentum in tackling any hardship that may occur to me.

When he is learning Japanese, he wrote his blog in Japanese as a daily practise without one's accord to improve himself!! Why dont i keep writing my blog in English to achieve Band 4??