He did not change...

Wondering why... I need him changing.. Perhaps the one who need change is me. But at least I did something to remind me to be kind and generous to others in every aspect that I may not permit previously. Then what he did? Does he remind himself as me? like the basic manner of respecting others especially his own family members or the nearest one?

I understand that he did not show his manner in that way maliciously. And I did understand that his way of talking may inherited from some of his family members. However, people should take care of the manner when talking with others. Atleast we use to speak softly when expressing our view or communicating with others. A manner person shouldnt shout during a conversation. Such manner make me to recall a person who is my secondary school bus uncle that he always shout to his friends as greeting or shouting while scolding those vehicle whichever blocking his road. Anyway.. he is not my bus uncle or an uneducated sam seng; he is a undergraduate student with future career of engineer. How could he behave like that?

As what I've said earlier, I'm quite a kind of kind person and I'm still able to stand for his manner of talking but I cant able to accept her way of showing face to me infront of third party where I've serious felt irrespectful. Yet..he is shouting in that way to me at the time that his brother was in between us. Although did not see each other yet can hear. This is a kind of characteristic that not easier to correct. Should I kindly correct him in future or just give him up to avoid his overwhelming character in future? Many time... I did think of giving up our relationship due to no confident to continue with him to the stage of marry. He always require me to do something that seems to perfect his life without consider me. He knew the possibility of my future career, even he sounds support me but he will says something which are not inpire to move on at all. He wish me to become his future house wife who only know to cook, plant flower and spend his money. Yet, this is definitely not me! If I prepare to have such a dull future marry life then I wont spend so much of omoney and time to have a place in Uni.

A big gap indeed!! God bless..