Am I IN or OUT of progress???

The topic is directed at me being a Legal Attachee for 3 weeks. IN or OUT? I'm quite puzzling to this question; which can only be determined by him who ran into my life by a pre-determined destiny.The people around him including me were kind of afraid of him due to his particulars attitudes; I just couldnt explain why he is at the same time attractive.He is not good looking, not considered as kind-hearted or good-natured, he is however straight forward, high-expectation to the people around him,he might be prejudice or even materialistic but he has a kind of disposition that is so attractive. Perhaps, he should be considered as a kind of man who is deserved to be admired by his achievements and excellant abilities or gifted intelligent.

Thus, no matter how particular he is to me by sarcastic or direct censure, I still think that he is attractive.. in the sense of his way of delivery knowledges and thinking to me that trying to volume down his voice and be patience to me (which he is not to others)..looks cute and attractive. Nevertheless, this is the only impression he gave me through out the passed 3 weeks, I believed that everything has its own reason that made others think that he is so impersonal.

Yes, he is particular, sometimes he really got his points; however, his extra particulars did confuse me most of the times. I know my English is bad, I know nth of Legal Drafting, I could have used the worst grammar in the initial stage of my legal practise that cause him taking prejudice on me. Nevertheless, when I did sth ok, pls just say ok since sth has been clearly suggested correct.When you are correcting sth which is correct, it doesnt help but making me more confusing as to whether your opinions to my works are purely base on your discretion or certain basis?

I do really wish to gain more practical legal experience in his firm not only for my pupillage but to the extent of his business. I do not wish to cofine my legal career in a little bird cage, I wish to see more and learn more practicaly with wide exposure derive from his firm business.

I might be out of progress to myself but in the progress to him, or neither make sense to my progress?