Eventful week~

It has been a while for me that did not post sth here. Nevertheless, it was quite a lot of new things happened during these few days.

First and foremost, the MUET exam is over. The questions were considered as easier than last time. However, i dun think i hv done my best during exam. Perhaps, the lack of confident that constituted me couldnt did well, anyway, lets pray n hope everything will be good as what i wish to be. For the reason that i hv put in reasonable effort that others ppl may not do.

Second, last semester result had out n for sure it was within my expectation that it drop but heavily.So, i think i'm quite lucky that able to sustain my cgpa around 3.53 while gpa 3.57, second upper but unsafe level. In order to continue increasing my performance, for sure, it is time for me to work harder this sem.

Third, S.Y n me had met out of the blue. It is not within my expectation but in order to reduce awkwardness ambiance, i had tried my best to pretend nothing was happening as what she act to me. The only thing tht i cant act as her was showing further concern instead of answering her question as well as having lunch together v her.For me, showing concern only can be done towards a real people who has the feeling of being concerned but fake concern.

Fourth, I'm really impressed by the first class of theatre. It was surprising me that there were quite a lot of my course mates who had taken this subject. Besides, there were my ex-team mates of World Chinese Debate Tournament who same class with me too. So far in the initial theatre class, I can feel some joy and happiness due to the participation of those familiar frns who can temporary forget the stress of study , play n laugh freely in the class together. The lec had taught us from the most simple lesson of how to breathe correctly as an actor, then followed by some interesting games. For me,it was interesting, relax and en joyfulness .

Fifth, I hv come bk to home town again for redo my ic. When i just reach jb, without being given time to drink some water and shower, i hv to go to the next event by accompy my mom, sis and aunts to have lunch, shopping and high tea.Its really OUT OF MY EXPECTATION that my sis who willing to treat us a great lunch with korean food which cost her hundred sth. Actually, it quite surprising me for her sudden generous. Anyway, hope my sis can feel happy when treat us those expensive foods.

Six, Finally i met San today. However, i felt quite sorry that ask her to acc me to redo my ic at tht stupid immigration office for about 6 hours but did for nothing. The reason is simple as normally can be thought by the general Malaysians for my failure to complete an ic. For those foreign, u may pity me for my experience that i hv went thru today. It seems like my fault to hv an unclear thumb print. It was fine to me that she has suggest me to redo my ic by manual system. However, can u ( government servants) to change ur culture or attitude that to ask someone to wait sth for nothing??They never know their attitude and culture will have cost someone a lot of pleasure time and energy. As i saw her doing so hard to scan my thumb print by using all ways within her intelligent, then, in order to save time n make things complete earlier and after she said she hv no idea for her particular pc to recognise my thumb print, i suggest her that did a manual one for me. Initially, she agree to do so, a moment later, she seems to change her stand n start saying sth which constitute a lot of fallacy in her statements, such as, ur finger print got prob ( so what?), u hv to wait for long time (as culture but till when??), then finally pop out 2 statements which i strongly think it were irrelevant to the previous statements she made, " Computer system hang la..( it was fine as what i can see ) and " Today u cant do it. ( for those reasons she stated above)"..What the fucking explanation that she had made? After all tht confusing reasons, my mental suddenly jam, i only felt extreme hunger and totally cant understand what she mean. Finally, i decided to stop wasting my time over thr n choose to leave from tht stupid place n hv my lunch v san asap at cs. Anyway, it left a numbers of questions in my mind; " No thumb print=no mycard=not a citizen in Malaysia?", " Is there only one way to complete an IC? ", " No idea= an excuse?", " Does gov office pc always hang (lousy excuse) due to problem wc cant solved by those servants exists?" , " Since anything can be excused, why should i(citizen) being taxed so much where part of the money is for u(stupid servants)???"

Seventh, spate of new policies have been introduced by gov which i think it was rather threatening public instead of giving benefit. I couldnt imagine what a society can change to be if numbers of Javanese migrate in malaysia as a recognise citizens. I couldnt believe how risky am i to walk on a street freely when thr were 2000 prisoners going to be released from jail one day. The gov seems like over estimate the competency of police work force in malaysia. I dunno why the gov can impose such irrational policies without consider the consequences n effects that may suffered from citizens? As we know malaysian are living in a democracy country, however, when imposing such policies, do they make any inquiry to us?? Or it is fake instead of real democracy???

MALAYSIAN, NO VALUE, NO POTENTIAL, A CITIZEN WHO TAKING HIGH RISK LIVING IN A DISAPPOINTED AREA WITH SPEECHLESS AND HOPELESS FEELING ...