Fake vs Real

Fake and Real. Well, this 2 words are often confusing one's life especially me. This complicated feeling become worse when i just received a mail from one fake friend who asking me about fake and real question. The contain is asking one to reply or not to reply base on one's judgment towards that particular friend by Fake and Real. I couldn't explain why am i be struck dumb by such question and i start falling in confusion.I'm start thinking of many things again.It is because, according to her intelligent, it is really strange that she was still dare to ask me of such question. It has been more than one year that our friendship had come to deadlock, and also i weren't find anything that seems to make our friendship retrievable during those period. As what i think this situation could be seen by those reasonable men who may not as smart as her. Thus, i felt astonish to receive that kind of mail from her who is impossible become ignorant about the Real between us instead of expecting a Fake reply from me.

Why am i consider it as Fake reply?? It is because, after I've been through a lot of struggle in my mind, i reach a conclusion that, since i do not see her as Real, why should I deceive myself to reply her? Indeed, i think that my reply may testify that I'm really Fake.Due to too many of hit that I've been through in managing a relationship with friend, I've no idea to define Fake and Real friendship. Because, I'm just a injured tiger which afraid of being hurt again, defensive and lost of confident and trust to others.So please never ask me to judge, give definition or explain the meaning of friendship or any question about Real or Fake, Good or Bad and Angel or Evil, because I'm really sick of doing this.

So far for me, i will just threat everyone instead of my family,bf , san san and ging sin as people
but nothing. I mean no additional affectionate feeling. I think it is common for others to do so but I'm just too innocent that not use to this impersonal skill before.In short, being kind to people is good whereas being impersonal may not seems good but somehow, on contrary, it reflect the Real of yourself and prevent from being hurt by others who Fake.