Being in Holidaying

It has been a week to hv my holidays in JB. Although i still hv 2 more weeks to go, however, i think it is not enuf for me to prepare for the upcoming MUET exam. Sigh.. it is the second time for me to sit for this paper. I suppose that even i hv 2 years to prepare is oso considered as not enuf for me.It is the matter of language but nth. If i'd hv the environment as now to learn this language, i believe it is nth difficult to me. Yet, i think it was too late to master it within the period of 2 weeks. However..it doesn't mean that i will choose abstention from pursuing my goal,because i still believe in miracle.Well.. all the statement tht i hv made sounds a kind of fallacy. But.. this is the way for me to think when solving a prob or facing sth tht i hv lack of confident to handle it.

Ofcoz..miracle wont come out if u didnt do sth wc in fact materialize it. Even u might not do much for it, but at least is beyond a reasonable man would think is enuf. Thus, i'm trying my best to do as many exercise as i can, since ppl always said " practise make perfect". Yet, i hope tht this phrase would really true.

Currently, i'm quite interested in reading n watching Britain old fiction novel such as Pride n Prejudice, Jane Austen n Amazing Grace. Well..I'm really impress of the way they spoke, their gentle expression, the scene and outfit in which had reflected the ancient England life and society. At the mean time, i did learn their pronunciation and the words tht they use to express their feeling wc i considered it as one of the way to improve myself.

Other than tht, i'm start reading a book regarding to self-disciplined. I think tht the author has used the most simple language that enable the reader especially like me to understand every word in it easily without further refer to any dictionary. The sentence structure is simple n is able to express the feeling of author completely. I'm quite amaze with it n also trying to write my essay in such sentence structure.

Instead of reading, I also play a role of nanny in taking care of my little niece. As far as i'm concern, I think she is the smart one. She knows to speak a lot of things tht sometimes shocked me. Yet, the gift from god may not guarantee her future. I still believe tht the brightness future of a child is all depend on how she is willing to brush up her mind, thinking, manner, passionate upon certain things and so forth. Thus, the brightness of her life only then be determined.

Next sem onward, I will start my U life without any course mate under one roof. Although it is not a bad news, however, i still can sense a kind of wariness n insecure in the bottom of my heart. Maybe i'm a person who is easily being influenced by others. Yet, my bf n his bro was a kind of easing going person toward their study, which is totally different from me. I'm scare of losing my own personal purpose n target in pursuing my study goal. I'm a person who prefer a little bit stress environment in doing sth which related to my goal. Therefore, i think i should do some mental preparation from being influenced by such foreseeable environment.

Always remember, a self-disciplined student would typically say, " I'm trying to build skills and acquire knowledge that will improve my life and my career. " The less disciplined student is more likely to say: "I need to do well in this course so that i can graduate and get a job."