Wednesday, October 24, 2007

still Thinking of...

Yesterday, our great entrepreneur had passed away with the age of 90. For me, he was leaving from this world without any regret due to his successful background during his life.His character had formed his great feats and brilliant achievements today that are worth to learn and i do hope i hv the same determination and grit as him in achieving every goal in my life. However, i still need to admit tht the very weakness of me are being easily influenced and felt pressure by others. It always interrupt my determination n decrease my self-esteem in many times. This is a looser characteristic..i dun want to be a looser, neither do others... i think.. but . I just use to predict many things wc is useless n helpless.. it was out of my control..I seriously think tht i hv to stop thinking those wc are not happen.. it was no benefit at all and make my confident lost.

So far i had done alot of exercise which i hv no idea whether it is really helpful or not.. but just put in many effort as i can v conscious... it sound silly..but.. i cant think it was a silly things but just put my effort forward without thinking of those negative consequence, becoz i knew i edi done sth which were positive for me.

Today.. I had again felt disappointed due to my failure to complete the task wc i decided to finish today. Firstly, i am again carelessly forgot the rest day of tht clinic was today but still walking to thr v mom n my little niece. Second, I'm innocently thought tht our Mycard was a useful card tht can do anything tht is legal in Malaysia. Thing comes different when i step into CIMB bank to ask for open a permanent account. Tht lady who i felt sloppy was saying to me tht their machine cant read the detail of the chip in my card, then ask me to come again. Wat a suck machine tht wasted my time again??and wat is my card doing? It was either the prob of my card or tht particular machine.

Well..no matter tht is which of each prob , thr must be the service problem, tht reflected either the government or bank. If thr is my card problem, then it should be sth happen to the chip in my card tht is unfunction and it will be possibly for me to renew my IC. So next time i hope the new ic chip will not get rusty easily so tht the "particular" machine in bank can read it.Then, i think it is blameless if tht is the machine problem, becoz majority of the machine in bank or government department were useless..or u can consider it as a things tht use to absorb the electricity in our country.. coz as u know our country still hv " plentiful " of natural sources including electricity tht waiting to be consumed. Finally, tht lady require a driving license as a priority document which overtook the place of IC .In short, bring ur driving license out regardless whether u r driving or not, becoz the driving license (although dun hv the 'particular' chip) is often usefull than Mycard nowadays.

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