4th day in L.F.CHONG & CO

Without much notice, i've heen practised in the firm for about 4 days. I cant deny that i've learned a lot from him and yet start to feel a little bit tired too. Besides, it was within my expectation that he began to entrust me more and more tasks while i'm learning more and more.

Today, he has asked me to explain few sections in the Act, left alone photostating, faxing and calling to someone.wow.. it is damn hard to understand and i start to worry that i would explain nothing to him. After spending much times, and have sufficient courage, i stood up and went to him for the explaination. Fortunately i'm still able to explain roughly about the crux of the sections, he was listening to me while grimacing when looking into the particular sections, then he made a request to read it alone. After a short while, he only went to me and further explain the true meaning of that sections. Then only i knew that he was actually not completely understood such sections. Sometimes, i just felt that my lack of confidence had resulted me to bear too much of unneccessary pressure. Thus, i need to learn to manage my anxiety in most of the times.

Before closing, he had spent about an hour to teach me the rough picture in my future attachment firm. Astonishingly, he knew the legal firm that i'm going to attach in the next semester break, then he start teaching me about something which i will encounter during the attachment. He told me that i will have the tendency to do the banking and litigation matter in that firm. Altought i had strived to threw as much as the questions in order to get the whole picture of it, yet I should admit that i only able to understand not beyond 50% for what he had taught as i'm not yet to study in the previous semesters.

Then he start to share some of his experience from his study until he had become one of the professional in the law field. After much sharing, i should say that, it is not that easy as what we thought in the campus in order to become part of this professional. And yet, i will say it is reasonable for the clients to pay such an expensive price (from majority point of views) in every law suit. It is because the lawyers should deserve such payment for their effort which have been put in order to become a professional today. I believed that not many people can possess such spirit, courage, strenght, and perseverance in achieving the professional of law. There are alot to learn in this field and one who choose study law cannot escape from learning the new laws as our society is subject to change from time to time. Frankly said, i felt a little headache after obtaining all this info and i begin to doubt my ability that whether i'm suitable to be part of this field. Again, lack of confidence, this characteristic shouldnt exists in a potential lawyer but i did, therefore i'm not a potential lawyer. Gosh!!! how could i to be so negative!!

I should tell myself that i'm in the en route to the success, never think of way to return, so, PLEASE...KEEP MYSELF UP!!!!!!!!