Today just felt like crying... eveything looks bad to me. I was suffering flu and serious cough recently, it resulted in my absent yesterday. In firm, Mr Chong was not around since the early morning and as usual, he had entrusted my few simple tasks to do. After his back and had entertained a customer, he start to teach me things. Basically, there were those which he was actually reapeated quite a numbers of time to me and yet i still not able to remember them due to the complex procedure and 'borang" need to be remembered, i felt that law is all about procedure than to achieve justice.Ironically, we shall admit that this word of 'justice' seldom exist in Malaysia. After he finish the last word in a messy paper in front of me, then same question asked--> UNDERSTAND? At this moment, i will usually look at him for a short while showing my silly smile to signal him my inability to absorb so many thing, then he always sound understand my situation and start to console me that : "Never mind, you will get the CLEAR picture in FUTURE"..Ya..what if my dream is really just a dream and never come true, DO I STILL HAVE THAT PARTICULAR "FUTURE" ?? Wondering about it...
Because of a client seek for his help in drafting a 'radiculous' divorce agreement, he then teach me another crucial matter regarding to the basic legal agreement. The reason for me to assume that agreement as radiculous is because of a particular man who wish to draft that agreement was not for the purpose to divorce immediately but request the lawyer to add some radiculous clause to pretending their relationship until his wife could get a PR in Malaysia then only divorce formally. Mr Chong had denied this client as to protect his own professionalism and ethic. After much explaination from him, then only i know that this client was trying to seek the loophole of law to utilize such a marital status to get the PR for his wife. If we drafted such agreement for him is amount to cheat to the government and may subject to penalty or disciplinary punishment by Bar Council. I, a girl who stupid dunno anything innocently think that we can draft any agreement as what client required, i was shocked by my own carelessness and had overlooked over those traps that had concealed in everywhere of the documents, people motive and cases. Then he give me another situation with a common sense question and i cant answer it!!!! Felt so sad that my common knowledge was zero. I think he must be very 'impress' .
Yesterday, dunno why i was just stupid again to crash my sis car when driving my bro car to get my photostat books. The consequence was serious than what i'm expected. Perhaps i shouldnt be so honest to admit my fault coz it doesnt mitigate my guiltiness but just putting oil into fire. Although i have clearly make apologize and suggested to compensate, yet still end up with quarrel. Although the dispute was not between me and her but mom and her, however, it is damn annoyed me and disappointed to each of them. This matter shows the unforgiveness and untolerance of my family members and i felt that a stranger maybe more understanding than them, at least if i crash a stranger car, he will not keep feeling angry and nagging non stop after compensation. And she was so tricky that ask Sin to drive her car to her frn's hm in the early morning to trouble the people around the world just because of the sake of her car. She was so selfish that did not care for others situation or to care about whether people willing to help her or not but just want people to do this and that for her. Then result in those people not happy with me as this matter was resulted from my work. What a fucking sister she is?? Who can tell me?
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