Having final exam recently...No doubt, i'm quite confident to the first paper that i have done..thr4..it constitute my bad habit that always over estimating myself..this is wat i've discovered today..I plan to study for at least 2 chapters for today, but finally only 1 chapter done..not totally done due to not familiar..suddenly feel a kind of lost that maybe i hv over cherish for my target this sem that on the other hand had caused me in a situation of disappoinment.
When i saw bear studying so relax..i will wondering why... but always feeling a kind of happy to see his study style..and.. i found that..his self-esteem was came from his family.. an always happy father, a caring mother, 2 happy n innocent sis and a free-minded brother that can see everything as nth...for me.. they were the ppl who really live for happy... for themself...
After fell sick... i found that my stamina was not as good as b4 in term of study..i will start to day dreaming when i studying that it wouldnt had happened b4.. my central of focusing seems missing.. it causing me to consume much time to understand a single thing...that is really out of my estimation..maybe i couldnt have blame the sick but the attitude of mine...why i cant complete what i say to do? Those incomplete make me like a loser..I hate to be in tht situation..its make ppl sad n in worrisome..I hope that i can improve myself effectively start tml onwards...
2008...Lets cheer for better tml!!!!!!!!!!
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