My 1st intimation to litigation

I spending the whole day in Magistrate today. It was interesting as not what i've thought earlier. The woman who present the case was really impressive! She is not a professional but I can consider her skill was better than a professional. She has skill of examine in the trial with proper and effective question post. I suddenly thing that Lawyer was not a difficult profession to be mastered, everyone can be provided one possess a LLB.

Nevertheless, I've learned that mastering BM is so important in the Magistrate. I wasnt impress G's performance frankly. It is undeniable that he has years of practical experience, ironically, his BM or English was very broken that shouldnt reflected by a professional lawyer.I learned that, it is how important that u r pursuasive in the court room to show all ur confident in ur oral submission to judge or during examination procedure. Because, to me, through out the judges' qualification i met,they were easily mislead.Unlike Yeo,he looks more stun and steady when presenting cases in court. He really got his own quality n standard.

He is out of my eyesight nearly 1 week, i doubt myself tht extra feeling emerge to him, I clearly know it is wrong to hv tht kind of unhealthy thought, but .. such thought always cross over my mind out of control. I think I admire him as to his success and attitude to works. Sometimes, he is in certain way charming, not because of his age but it reflected from his insightness of intelligent and straightforwardness. His confident and passion in pursuing his career, responsibility and meticulous, his proudness to himself and the ability to prove it by his manner of profession has become one of the temptation to me. He is particulars yet with reasons. He might be hot-temper but not too much. In all, he got most guys' attitude that I'm looking for, thts why inducing my inner feeling to him. Such feeling indeed instigated my working efficient, but ... it seems not right to continue this feeling as in case , i think most probably he did not sense it, and hurting me a day due to my inefficientcy, I afraid I'll turn admire to hatred or even revenge. Clearly this is not the learning outcome tht I'm looking for from him.
I wish we can always maintain a very good master n pupil relationship :)