Dinner with "Aliens"

Dato treating us dinner at PeKin this evening, George and Lee brought their lovely wives who are not considered as pretty but can see that they were presentable with their talkative humour and socialability. As usual, me, Joey and Tee were acting roles of being silent, Chok, partially silence, whereas Dato still playing the majot role as usual while the rest were act to cater Dato and laugh together, o ya, I'm the great laugher thr who at least contribute some delightful environment, indeed laughing is my strenghtness at that moment since the scenario over thr was just that inappropriate for me (yougster) to talk too much.

I was the first one who reach on time, Dato was the second. When I be the first one and he was the second without others, the whole scenario will just like the usual interaction as in his chamber. Although we were talking in such a supposingly enjoyful occassion, yet the conversation will never beyond casual. The topic were much constrained by works and the improvement of my English. He will definitely raise this issue whenever there is an occassion with only 2 of us. Then I think that, he will never get rid of this issue from me if I never show improvement to him. Definitely, I'm quite sad for that which is again I sense hopeless from him. Nevertheless, he was quite gentlement in the sense that he will voluntarily avoid this topic when Joey came in as number 3. Even so, I still felt stress due to the aftermath of a series of Q & A session with him.

Afterwards, they start talking about their children and some deep casual talk that you will actually find urself in Mars. I think it is due to the gap in term of age, experience and thought. They thought and talk like a high-class people that you really find hard to get yourself into the conversation. But I didnt find it hard to get into others young lawyers, so i think is the peoblems aging gap.

I dunno whether I'd lost my manner by making the first move to home. However, I really find it meaningless to keep acting as a laugher thr. Then I found that such a so mature and high-class accassion didnt suit me at all, I find myself a laughing machine there or you can call me "patung" or vase who serve no purpose but just eating because of wanna eat..haha.. sad. I swear I must get rid of this role and towards the role who dominate such accassion.