New dream; new direction

I was living a reluctant or can consider in a life of financial inability. Hence, something popping in my mind quite oftenly to show a few avenues of earning profits. Whenever I've come across those ideas, the basic questions such as 4W n 1H emerged and lingering in my mind.

Those mind set wasnt purely because of my current financial situation, they emerged coz I've foreseen my future. I realized that I will definitely not the one who only wanna be an employee for life, which mean working for others forever, I wanna work and earn my profits through my own abilities and ideas. I wanna control my own financial income without depend on employer. I wanna be the real me in the business!

Again, 4W n 1H lingering above my head. Before I consider the 4W, I should have first answer the only 1H, HOW??? Undeniably, I got no capital to commence whatever I have an impulse to do it, so the only solution for this question is I should try another avenue to first gain the capital. What are those solutions then? The answers seems like coming back to my current working life that is endeavour to do the best in the trainee position. Next, I'll start pondering on something other than a trainee. Because it is obvious that what have been come across my mind at this far will only be a mere dream if my capital is going to depend only a trainee position in such an unpotential legal firm (I admit this is my big regret). So, the next solution is to find out some practical part time job to earn my capital. So far, I only think of to be a tuition teacher during weekend or in the daily night classes. However, by considering it further, I'll much prefer those part time vacancies which spend less of my time with high earining in return. It sound good yet hardly get one. All in all, I'm still searching for it.

I couldnt expect much before I could engage a profitable or high return part time. I wish it is not only a dream, when I say, I mean it and will endeavour to materealize it. Nevertheless, handsome is as handsome does, actions always better than words. Thus, I will try to achieve my first move that is to get a sideline job on tml!