CNY Eve 2011

This CNY eve dinner is organised at Sg Rengit as usual. But, I sensed diferrences if compare to the dinner that I have last year. We have less participant this year since 4th uncle left us last year, and 2nd aunt and family was absent for cousin sis' confinement preparation. So, only a few of us, i.e. 1st, 2nd and 3rd uncle+families, 3rd and youngest aunt, and us. Well, although we have not much people for the dinner, but I was so enlightened by the conversation we have during the dinner. 2nd uncle was as talkative as usual in his bible talk. He is a faithful christian and he will definitely share a lots of bible talk with us in every CNY eve dinner, and normally, the youngsters like us did not really entertain by his talk, of course we reapect to his religion, but we find it difficult to understand his faithfulness to God by surrounding the whole conversation the issue of bible.

However, after I've been a part of society, I find myself indulged in his bible talk this year. Actually, his bible talk did make some sense indeed! But, because I'm an atheist, I respect to people religion views; yet I will be much respect to the reasoning of science, especially those have been proved. 2nd uncle have a very good sense of enlightening me by conveying his religion view into stuffs happened in our live. He said: "God will only grant us ability for handling something that is within that ability, not for something beyond that, that's how God lead us to the true destination that belong to us". Indeed, it's so true. Intelligence is gifted by God, while ability to achieve is depend on us, not everyone willing to achieve according to the steps, there are ways of short cut, there are ways by putting tremendous effort. Anyway, what and where your destination is does not a metter, but the journey to it does a matter. In between, we'll meet several turning points that might trigger change of destination, or have our destination half way aborted. That is crucial.

25 years old, I hope everything will be smoother than last year, may all my obstacles be solved with greater health and job opportunities ahead!! Huat arhhh~~~~