Uncountable unsmooth events happened through out the weeks. I almost emotionally devastated. To my surprise, I looked strong sometimes, especially in front of my colleagues and friends, yet only my family knew the true me. I'm extremely fragile at home, I will cry, I soliloquize whenever I'm alone and I even scold myself.
As what I've expected, nothing in the firm will be delegated to me in favour of my chmabering. The jobs' flow is apparently decreased if compare with the beginnings of my chambering. This is a clear sign of master giving up the pupil; and this manifested the logic of an employer who will not impart skills and practical knowledges to a person that he do not want to retain. Nevertheless, I did strive hard to learn as much as possible and majority are based on self study. My inner peace struck when my approach to Mr Tee for wanting of learning conveyacing was indirectly rejected by him. At that point of time, the only word "hopeless" can describe everything.
Congratulation! I've encountered the valley point in life.
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